God is my All & All
On December 2, 2024, my mother passed due to her struggles with Alzheimer's Dementia. I loved my mother; however, I must be transparent and say that our relationship was severed when I was four years of age. I was blessed to meet my mom again when I was fourteen. God has been there for me through the trials and tribulations. My mom had a total of five children. And when she was diagnosed with Alzheimer's/Dementia, I found myself talking to my siblings about forgiving. Regardless of my mom's shortcomings, she still gave us life. I love her and will never forget her. Why? Because it is what God would have me to do. I truly believe my mother suffered from mental illness. I'm no doctor, but I know from where my help comes. God has sheltered me, comforted me, fed me when I was hungry, sheltered my son and me when we had nowhere to go, and has taken responsibility as my Mother and Father. There is no other like God. This is why when my mom became ill, I did what I was able to do for her because it is what God would have me to do. Forgiveness is key. It frees you; it makes you whole. Forgiveness is not for the transgressor but for YOU! When my mom died, there was a serene peace. I was happy for her because she no longer suffers. She is absent from her body and now present with the Lord. I love my mother in spite of all that I went through because, Hallelujah, I serve an awesome God. Rejoice and be thankful for all the Lord has brought you through. Thank you, Father, for always loving and guiding me. You strengthen me where I am weak! You are the air I breathe, and I may not always get things right, but I trust and believe You will see me through. In the name of Jesus, I am so thankful for Your grace and mercy. Amen!!
Antoinette Holloway
